First off, I am so sorry you are dealing with a long flare. That's frustrating and painful, to say the least. It sounds like you are doing all you can to take care of your physical and mental health, so kudos on that. Have you talked to your doctor about this flare? You are doing everything on your end to get things under control, but it may be time to call in some reinforcements, if possible.
You are not alone in experiencing a seemingly endless flare. Unfortunately, it *does* happen. There is hope that you can get to the end of this, but I can't offer any guarantees or timelines. Here's some interesting basic information gathered from our community members on flares and remissions -- https://lupus.net/clinical/lupus-remission. Here's a compilation of contributor tips on dealing with a flare (keep in mind, you are already doing a number of the listed suggestions, but there may be some new-to-you tips to try) -- https://lupus.net/living/flares-coping. Here's one more peice on flares that I thought you might find interesting -- https://lupus.net/living/spondylitis-flare-up. I can't tell you anything about your Lupus that you don't already know. And it sounds like you are working hard to manage this flare. Don't hesitate to reach out to others just to talk through your frustrations and pain. And again, talk to your doctor (if you haven't already). Living with chronic pain is very taxing, as you know. He/she may have some suggestions for offering you some relief.
Hang in there, and may this flare take a hike very, very soon!
Best, Erin, Team Member.